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I have to blog because it hurts too much.

Headed out some day ago to meet the people I haven't met for ages,

Really nice being with them, laughing away.

Everything was pretty smooth, until you appeared.

Smiles, was what I want to do, but I can't.

Seeing you, only make me wish to turn back time for us.

I wanted to say hi, but I can't.

We avoided each other's eyes and all,

pretending we don't exist in each other.

It hurts to be honest, but what can be done.

The only thing we did was, me saying to move and smile like it was real.

Is it me? or you? or just us to make things awkward.

I cannot get rid of it, I can't.

I really miss how you go to me mess my hair, asking my day.

I miss how you text me everyday after you got up.

I really wish to turn back time, for me to know.

The only thing now, is to get rid of the thoughts and feelings.

Get rid and to hope to never see you again.