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Hello readers or no readers, after all I blog please I want to like record my life time to time. And see when I feel like it. It was a good track back, Anyway, My B2ST oppas are back with more and as usual Im a very happy fangirl. Cause they always appear when I need them:) My forever 6 angels. Of cause when I blog, time to time I need to rant and a little update on somethings i think?

Rant:
I wonder if this can be call ranting but, I am tired. What's love besides from my family and closes people? Chill, I don't mean friends like friends, alright its had to explain but, well Im just tired. You know I don't believe that my hope were high cause I wanted to, because you lead me to. I thought I will feel love but no I was wrong, everyone tell me it wasnt my fault it wasn't my wrong. If it was mine I apologise. Maybe it was mine. haha but really? As much as I want I be your friend and you just ignore and ditch my textes? ok, so I was just something for you for awhile? alright then bye? I dont need people like you to be in my life, I no need it at all. Come on, I decided to stop like really. I was so foolish to think things will be different, oh but yeah too dumb. Sorry I will be saying I don't know you :) Im being too nice. and let me tell you, YOU ARE THE SECOND TO DO IT. So don't expect me to be nice anymore, when it's a second experience. Give hopes and drop down? IM A TOY? OR A TEMPORARY. Get lost from me. dont come close to me. I don't see my wrong, maybe I think too much but I WASNT THE ONE WHO SAID THIS MY FRIENDS DID THE SAME AND COME ON! hahahahha what a joke. okay Im over you, and I mean it. LOL no point holding on like "my life" pfff. I hate guys. really sorry for stereotyping but, I do have really awesome bestguyfriends who i know I can't live without especially one (I shall mention him later). But alot of guys are turning me off, really. if you can't control your FWEEEEE then SERIOUSLY DONT EVEN START until you confirm. =_= okay, it is so stereotyping but well yes, I am really sick of it. I really want to just chase what I can't reach. there are many things waiting for me to do. So, Cheiry shall be happy still and enough of sadness and hurt? no point:) ciao! thanks for the rant? hhahaha

Now, Im lazy to update hahaha.
Anyway my bestfriend surprise me with lies saying he will only return after my special day but, HE APPEARED. I swear I was so happy that I cried and I love him alot. Yes he is my bestfriend not boyfriend, cause duh he is married. and there is so much we talk about but he is leaving for work again soon. He came back just for me to be happy, he even told me that I will find someone more worth it but, hahahah I say if a guy is like you then is a yes. awww, i swear he is the most idiotic person i have yet known and yes he is my best bro and I LOVE YOU though its 5 days earlier<3

So I spend about a day to cry and thought about that person (rant) and it didn't felt worthy it so I man up and B2ST my angels really I mean it. They are like gifts from god for me, they keep appearing when I needed someone by my side and they are just amazing. I thank god. And I thank god my a few of my closes friends, thank you. You do know who you are. You have been such angels.

And Nigel, Daniel, Pokka please be safe at tekkong and confinement will be over quick, miss you guys:)

Ps, Thank you Cheryl and Daniel and my idiot bestfriend for your special gifts and surprises. Thank you for even remembering<3